Exact așa e la 24 de ani

Sometimes you’re 23 and standing in the kitchen of your house making breakfast and brewing coffee and listening to music that for some reason is really getting to your heart.

You’re just standing there thinking about going to work and picking up your dry cleaning. And also more exciting things like books you’re reading and trips you plan on taking and relationships that are springing into existence. Or fading from your memory, which is far less exciting.

And suddenly you just don’t feel at home in your skin or in your house and you just want home but “Mom’s” probably wouldn’t feel like home anymore either.

When you realize that you’ll never be this young again but this is the first time you’ve ever been this old. When you can’t remember how you got from sixteen to here and all the same feel like sixteen is just as much of a stranger to you now. The song is over. The coffee’s done. You’re going to breathe in and out. You’re going to be fine in about five minutes.

 

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  1. Sometimes, you never get to feel ‘at home’ anymore. And you wonder around 30-35 how the heck did your mom and dad made home feel like home, and why can’t you do it like they did it?

  2. Toto

    Exact asa sunt si eu la 24 de ani ! Si ma bucur de timpul asta , chiar daca e 2013 si tot recesiune! Mom’s” probably wouldn’t feel like home anymore either. Right !